I dont really know how I feel.
Negative, or positive, I dont know.
Perhaps leaning towards negative...
I took a large step into reality today.
I started college, which doesnt seem like its all that significant.
But...
It is for me.
The schooling itself isnt bad and Im excited to learn.
Im just...
Skeptical, I suppose.
Mostly because I cant handle a whole lot...
At least when it consists of mom nagging at me to 'grow up'.
Face it, I'll forever be young at heart, my mind stuck in made-up fantasy worlds.
But, I know when to look to reality, Im not ignorant of the world.
She constantly says I need to 'Stop being such a lazy ass' and